Monday, December 29, 2003
the GeTaWay
weather:cold...very,very cold
day: one saturday in december
place: down south
summary: feeling mayaman as we resto hopped from 230pm to 7pm. the view was great and the company was so much fun. hassle nga lang before we went home..there was one bwiset talaga who ruined our day. pero sige na. di naman talga siya kasama. hahah. =p
verdict: coming soon ang getaway 2! =)
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weather:cold...very,very cold
day: one saturday in december
place: down south
summary: feeling mayaman as we resto hopped from 230pm to 7pm. the view was great and the company was so much fun. hassle nga lang before we went home..there was one bwiset talaga who ruined our day. pero sige na. di naman talga siya kasama. hahah. =p
verdict: coming soon ang getaway 2! =)
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the uSuaL
my Christmas went well. we were all in my lola's (paternal) house, celebrated it humbly. same thing for the past 3 Christmases. i just thank the Lord for gathering us all together despite of the crisis. we never had those formal Christmas gatherings but i really miss the get togethers in my place when we were younger. both my paternal and maternal families used to gather, lots of food, lots of makukulit na mga bata and madadaldal na mga matatanda. those simple joys make my life..complete my life, my year as a child. i still wish we can go back on being kids again...and have that fun again...
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my Christmas went well. we were all in my lola's (paternal) house, celebrated it humbly. same thing for the past 3 Christmases. i just thank the Lord for gathering us all together despite of the crisis. we never had those formal Christmas gatherings but i really miss the get togethers in my place when we were younger. both my paternal and maternal families used to gather, lots of food, lots of makukulit na mga bata and madadaldal na mga matatanda. those simple joys make my life..complete my life, my year as a child. i still wish we can go back on being kids again...and have that fun again...
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
i got my last two EvEr course cards yesterday, one at 9am and the other at 4pm. ibang klase yung feeling! a mixture of fulfillment and doubt enveloped me. finally, all the sleepless nights and uncertainties have paid off..to think, the way my college life had turned out wasn't my original plan. i wanted to be in another college and study advertising. due to many apalling circumstances, i was put in College of St. Benilde and signed up for AB-Production Design. that was nearest to my "dream", so i took the chance blindedly. but truly, God puts us where we are supposed to be. every minute i've spent in the hallways of mutien, benilde, duerr and solomon was worth every pain, happiness and trial i went thru. all the lessons learned in the classrooms, and outside them molded me to be what i am now. i can't say i am perfect now(i can never say that...), but my last four years made me better, not only for my own sake but the ones around me as well. i've met exceptional people through my days..some became my friends, some are inspirations up to now, and some remained to be special ones. meron din namang kung pwedeng kalimutan na, pero..im still thankful of them. it wasn't all fun, but certainly memorable.
my chosen field requires me to be humble and open-minded, to key us to success. the doubt of facing the rEaL future is knocking on my door at the moment. is this what i want to do for the rest of my life? maybe yes. maybe no. i just don't want to rush now, i might speed off to the wrong direction.
to P1R2K, T3R2K and most especially my SeC family and friends...u've made my last four years worth reminiscing!
to my family for being my inspiration!
to my gorgeuzes for all the supportand undersrtanding!
and
the Lord who gave me all that i needed...
maraming maraming salamat po!
more lessons to learn and memories to come...
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my chosen field requires me to be humble and open-minded, to key us to success. the doubt of facing the rEaL future is knocking on my door at the moment. is this what i want to do for the rest of my life? maybe yes. maybe no. i just don't want to rush now, i might speed off to the wrong direction.
to P1R2K, T3R2K and most especially my SeC family and friends...u've made my last four years worth reminiscing!
to my family for being my inspiration!
to my gorgeuzes for all the supportand undersrtanding!
and
the Lord who gave me all that i needed...
maraming maraming salamat po!
more lessons to learn and memories to come...
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Saturday, December 20, 2003
have you ever been in a room, where you just sat in one corner and watch someone get picked on? you were nobody, so you let them be cruel to that weakling. as much as you want to help, you can't. you're afraid to be picked on too. you don't have enough courage, so maybe you just join in. you blend in. its frustrating to see that scenario. someone has to be bad to recognize the good. is this the balance? i don't know.
tv and movies excellently illustrate this. it shows the vague attitudes and undeviating response of the "balance". my soft spot leaks when watching the scenes. i see myself in the same room, not the observer but the prey. i remember the not-so-good-old-days. when it was a drag to enter a classroom full of watchful eyes and blinkered noses. hearing different "nicknames" specially made for the laughters within them. it was hell. only real friends stood by and gave strength to go on, to move on. through the encouragements and warmth and constant reminders of a life ahead, the not-so-good-old-days faded. the prey regained its stature and better things came along the way. lessons were learned and friendships became stronger. one thing remained, the soft spot eternally resides. it takes one to know one.
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tv and movies excellently illustrate this. it shows the vague attitudes and undeviating response of the "balance". my soft spot leaks when watching the scenes. i see myself in the same room, not the observer but the prey. i remember the not-so-good-old-days. when it was a drag to enter a classroom full of watchful eyes and blinkered noses. hearing different "nicknames" specially made for the laughters within them. it was hell. only real friends stood by and gave strength to go on, to move on. through the encouragements and warmth and constant reminders of a life ahead, the not-so-good-old-days faded. the prey regained its stature and better things came along the way. lessons were learned and friendships became stronger. one thing remained, the soft spot eternally resides. it takes one to know one.
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Friday, December 19, 2003
it gave light, it led the way. a different state, a different bend
the warmth it gave soothe the wound. lost memories, in the middle of a fall. silently the wind blows so cold. the pain went by.
serenity, continued to be searched, in the violence of light.
sincere lies, so naked in truth. blinded by the warthm,
the face and the lips, so real and fictitious.
regretful thoughts, never befell. two became one.
one in the end. nothing left to hold.
walking in the dark, never was tranquil.suddenly,
new light shone unpredictably. hope, chance, trust.
growth from twinge. message from deceit.
clear water reflecting, from being feeble.standing from a fall. goodbye for good. goodbye, farewell to you.
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the warmth it gave soothe the wound. lost memories, in the middle of a fall. silently the wind blows so cold. the pain went by.
serenity, continued to be searched, in the violence of light.
sincere lies, so naked in truth. blinded by the warthm,
the face and the lips, so real and fictitious.
regretful thoughts, never befell. two became one.
one in the end. nothing left to hold.
walking in the dark, never was tranquil.suddenly,
new light shone unpredictably. hope, chance, trust.
growth from twinge. message from deceit.
clear water reflecting, from being feeble.standing from a fall. goodbye for good. goodbye, farewell to you.
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
its my last day of being a student! can you believe it? i wont be worrying about the deadlines of macquettes, nor memorizing every step to draft a circle..a perfect circle. there will be no six prod books a week to make. no waking up at 11pm to make it to a 12am call time in the shopping malls. no time managing between work and school...puro work na lang. no more compromising written or practical finals to pass. aaahhhhhhh!!!nakakabaliw. all im sure of is...after January 31, 2004....my life will change dramatically..emotionally, spiritually, socially and tadaaaaaaaaah---FINANCIALLY! hah!
cheers to more rakets!ü
nanawagan po kami nila kalay, shine, kel, bing at rain sa mga may opening sa production-related work...kuhain nyo po kami.... =p
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cheers to more rakets!ü
nanawagan po kami nila kalay, shine, kel, bing at rain sa mga may opening sa production-related work...kuhain nyo po kami.... =p
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Monday, December 15, 2003
creepy. i saw him last night, begging for reconciliation...in my dreams nga lang. ang tagaaal tagal ko nang hindi siya nakakausap pero kagabi, parang kelan lang. ang labo! kung kelan ko pa nasasabing masaya na ako, na finally i've completely stood up from a devasting, hopeless fall...biglang ganun ang panaginip ko. sabi nga nila, dreams are the opposite of reality. i don't know why but, i just don't believe in that. dreams, somehow leads me to what reality is in me. sometimes, its a sign. sometimes, its what i truly feel that i prefer to hide when i am awake. komplikado talaga akong tao! ewan. basta ang creepy pag-gising ko. he seemed so lonely. i mean, he has now what he asked for but he's not complete. i may be wrong, i may be right. ewan ko. ang creepy lang talaga.
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
it was different this time.i was silent.i was listening, but i can't help but to agree with all that's been said.anguish, frustration & dishonesty were the common grounds. different lives..we went out with different people, we have gone to different places and yet the emotions, the problems & even the solutions were almost on the same route. it was seven months apart, though.she was more on the "you didn't have balls" infuriating substance and i was more on "how could you have thought of that, SHiT!" kind,that's the major difference.fleeting sentiments, brief sensitivities, gone friendships.truly,it does take two to tango.you give it your all, the other isn't complete.you're whole-hearted, the other's half-hearted.you're honest, the other lies.you're happy,the other's not.ReALiTy ChEcK?worst relationships can happen to the brilliant, superb ones..my friend's truly one of them.but i guess karma will catch up.like what my friend said, "we learn from each war.".yes,one fight..one admonition.
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Tuesday, December 09, 2003
When i don't name names here, it only means i'd rather keep it that way. if a reader takes interest in knowing who i wrote about, im sorry but the "topic" will only be revealed out of my intention. it will always be that way. just a reminder. PeAcE!walang personalan. ü
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Saturday, December 06, 2003
12.03.2003;starbucks-seatlle's town;past 10p
Just Once
by Quincy Jones feat. James Ingram
I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are, back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Won'dring if we ought to stay
Or head on out the door
Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong
Why we never last for very long?
What are we doin' wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
To make the magic last for more than just one night?
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it
I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
It seems we're always blowin'
Whatever we've got goin'
And it seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer
Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong
Why the good times never last for long?
Where are we going wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
To make the magic last for more than just one night?
I know we could break through it
If we could just get to it
Just once, I want to understand
Why it always comes back to goodbye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
We're no good without each other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
Oh, to make the magic last for more than just one night?
I know we could break through it
If we could just get to it
Just once
Whoa, we can get to it
Just once
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Just Once
by Quincy Jones feat. James Ingram
I did my best
But I guess my best wasn't good enough
'Cause here we are, back where we were before
Seems nothing ever changes
We're back to being strangers
Won'dring if we ought to stay
Or head on out the door
Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong
Why we never last for very long?
What are we doin' wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
To make the magic last for more than just one night?
If we could just get to it
I know we could break through it
I gave my all
But I think my all may have been too much
'Cause Lord knows we're not getting anywhere
It seems we're always blowin'
Whatever we've got goin'
And it seems at times with all we've got
We haven't got a prayer
Just once
Can't we figure out what we keep doin' wrong
Why the good times never last for long?
Where are we going wrong?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
To make the magic last for more than just one night?
I know we could break through it
If we could just get to it
Just once, I want to understand
Why it always comes back to goodbye
Why can't we get ourselves in hand
And admit to one another
We're no good without each other
Take the best and make it better
Find a way to stay together?
Just once
Can't we find a way to fin'lly make it right
Oh, to make the magic last for more than just one night?
I know we could break through it
If we could just get to it
Just once
Whoa, we can get to it
Just once
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Tuesday, December 02, 2003
Surprises
maybe, its just a matter of honesty and humility, a real and strong faith in God and a good set of influences. surprises will be coming to you,with a lasting effect that can overwhelm your life. you feel as if you're being uplifted and chances are coming one by one. choices are supposed to be made and lessons are quite learned by this time. new people surrounds you but old ones are meant to be cherished and reminisced. its all a lot better now. you thank your blessing every night and pray for more wisdom on your choices.
the CoLd BReeZe
last night was the coldest breeze in manila. usually, temperature drops when "ber months" start and i guess last night really made us feel as such. aiko, zee, alvin, toff and i were in the ramp and suddenly, there was a blow of coooold wind. lapit na talaga Christmas! its nice to realize that the cold breeze is actually associated with Christmas time, when it truly is the time of natural warmth and getting "close" with your loved ones. the coldness adds spice to the season and wraps us in a unique mood. Christmas time, as commercialized as it is now, it is still very important the real reason why there is such a celebration. it is Christ's birthday, He shared his life to us. we are celebrating for Him. maybe, even the warmthness that we long every Christmas time is His way of gifting us..our gift-giving and extra-being-nice during this time are all offered to Christ.so..u think we should make EVERYDAY a CHRISTMAS DAY?sa totoo lang, ganyan tlaga dapat..haaay..
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maybe, its just a matter of honesty and humility, a real and strong faith in God and a good set of influences. surprises will be coming to you,with a lasting effect that can overwhelm your life. you feel as if you're being uplifted and chances are coming one by one. choices are supposed to be made and lessons are quite learned by this time. new people surrounds you but old ones are meant to be cherished and reminisced. its all a lot better now. you thank your blessing every night and pray for more wisdom on your choices.
the CoLd BReeZe
last night was the coldest breeze in manila. usually, temperature drops when "ber months" start and i guess last night really made us feel as such. aiko, zee, alvin, toff and i were in the ramp and suddenly, there was a blow of coooold wind. lapit na talaga Christmas! its nice to realize that the cold breeze is actually associated with Christmas time, when it truly is the time of natural warmth and getting "close" with your loved ones. the coldness adds spice to the season and wraps us in a unique mood. Christmas time, as commercialized as it is now, it is still very important the real reason why there is such a celebration. it is Christ's birthday, He shared his life to us. we are celebrating for Him. maybe, even the warmthness that we long every Christmas time is His way of gifting us..our gift-giving and extra-being-nice during this time are all offered to Christ.so..u think we should make EVERYDAY a CHRISTMAS DAY?sa totoo lang, ganyan tlaga dapat..haaay..
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