Friday, December 07, 2007
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was looking for something to illustrate my current state..family, love and work. it didnt take me a long time to find one. sunset at its peak, looking ahead to a new day and contemplating of what has unfolded.
we have decided to bare it all to my dad. i expected to disappoint him, to make him feel bad but when i saw tears rolling down his cheeks, not just because of what i told him but everything else that frustrates him, my heart was broken in two. i thought i was prepared, i thought i could handle it but just like what they say, you'll never know until you get there.
because of my dad and family's great influence in my life, i seem to doubt the decisions i've made. i make him feel as if i am about to turn my back on our plans, our wants and dreams together. i cant make him understand how much i care about my family that a big decision such as this would matter to my family's happiness and judgement. i guess, i am still my dad's little girl after all.
thinking that these thoughts are enough to fill my mind, eviction just happened today. we strongly believe that it was more of the wrong dissimination of word and execution of the news. yes, they have the right to let it happen but it wasnt done the right way. i wish i can be detailed here. but i cant.
its not going to be too long that i need to stop wondering, and start giving answers to my questions. a long day has to end, for every go there is a stop, there is sun after the rain...just like a deep and beautiful sunset,a sunrise is to be admired by the ones who see it both as more than creations but as gorgeous gifts the Lord has given to us.
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was looking for something to illustrate my current state..family, love and work. it didnt take me a long time to find one. sunset at its peak, looking ahead to a new day and contemplating of what has unfolded.
we have decided to bare it all to my dad. i expected to disappoint him, to make him feel bad but when i saw tears rolling down his cheeks, not just because of what i told him but everything else that frustrates him, my heart was broken in two. i thought i was prepared, i thought i could handle it but just like what they say, you'll never know until you get there.
because of my dad and family's great influence in my life, i seem to doubt the decisions i've made. i make him feel as if i am about to turn my back on our plans, our wants and dreams together. i cant make him understand how much i care about my family that a big decision such as this would matter to my family's happiness and judgement. i guess, i am still my dad's little girl after all.
thinking that these thoughts are enough to fill my mind, eviction just happened today. we strongly believe that it was more of the wrong dissimination of word and execution of the news. yes, they have the right to let it happen but it wasnt done the right way. i wish i can be detailed here. but i cant.
its not going to be too long that i need to stop wondering, and start giving answers to my questions. a long day has to end, for every go there is a stop, there is sun after the rain...just like a deep and beautiful sunset,a sunrise is to be admired by the ones who see it both as more than creations but as gorgeous gifts the Lord has given to us.
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