Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Kanya-kanya lang yan..
I just read Bart's "Confessions ala-Usher" entry, and it kind of reminded me of me. He mentioned there that he is a private person. I am too, but ironically, we got hooked on blogging. We absorbed it like a new friend, an outlet of our thoughts that we permit to be let out to the wired-world. There are still things that we choose to keep to ourselves, but if we choose to write it here, for anybody to read, kaya namang namin panindigan yun. We write to vent out, to share our crazy times, our views on certain things..and even sometimes, it becomes an unoffficial review of a movie/book/cd or whatever-detailed or not. An entry is never to offend anybody, or destroy a reputation...and to quote Patty on her entry, "waiver: these are my personal thoughts, not influenced by anyone. no names nor genders have been mentioned, no specific instances cited. if you think na pinaparinggan kita, well, bato bato sa langit. pag tinamaan ka, malas mo. forgive the metaphors, ganyan ako magalit." Yup, i think that's supposed to be clear. Vic and Joei were my "blog-mentors", my "blog-gurus". I discovered this new world through those two, and I'm glad. No regrets 'til this day.
Pondering on my thoughts, scribbling or palm-ing it, then typing it away to post here has helped me look at the REAL WORLD in a greater sense. Reading other people's entries helped me grow, and let me understand and accept differences in REAL WORLD. Others may agree, others may not..but then, kanya-kanya lang yan...
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I just read Bart's "Confessions ala-Usher" entry, and it kind of reminded me of me. He mentioned there that he is a private person. I am too, but ironically, we got hooked on blogging. We absorbed it like a new friend, an outlet of our thoughts that we permit to be let out to the wired-world. There are still things that we choose to keep to ourselves, but if we choose to write it here, for anybody to read, kaya namang namin panindigan yun. We write to vent out, to share our crazy times, our views on certain things..and even sometimes, it becomes an unoffficial review of a movie/book/cd or whatever-detailed or not. An entry is never to offend anybody, or destroy a reputation...and to quote Patty on her entry, "waiver: these are my personal thoughts, not influenced by anyone. no names nor genders have been mentioned, no specific instances cited. if you think na pinaparinggan kita, well, bato bato sa langit. pag tinamaan ka, malas mo. forgive the metaphors, ganyan ako magalit." Yup, i think that's supposed to be clear. Vic and Joei were my "blog-mentors", my "blog-gurus". I discovered this new world through those two, and I'm glad. No regrets 'til this day.
Pondering on my thoughts, scribbling or palm-ing it, then typing it away to post here has helped me look at the REAL WORLD in a greater sense. Reading other people's entries helped me grow, and let me understand and accept differences in REAL WORLD. Others may agree, others may not..but then, kanya-kanya lang yan...
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
Horoscope
(Y-Star, July 2004)
Strive for happiness this time of the year. Staying lonely and questioning the meaning of life will just stunt your growth. Thus, it will do you good to listen up, loosen up and just have fun! Cherish precious moments and just make more unforgetable memories with the people who matter most to you. This will truly invigorate your passion and love for life.
So.tru.
There were so many negative instances, even reasons to feel unworthy as a person but im so ever grateful of being blessed with family and REAL friends whom unconciously gave (and still are..) me strength and meaning to stand up after a grave fall.
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(Y-Star, July 2004)
Strive for happiness this time of the year. Staying lonely and questioning the meaning of life will just stunt your growth. Thus, it will do you good to listen up, loosen up and just have fun! Cherish precious moments and just make more unforgetable memories with the people who matter most to you. This will truly invigorate your passion and love for life.
So.tru.
There were so many negative instances, even reasons to feel unworthy as a person but im so ever grateful of being blessed with family and REAL friends whom unconciously gave (and still are..) me strength and meaning to stand up after a grave fall.
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
ToO SiLLy to B tRuE
It really is. The pain i felt was undescribable. Never in a million years that I can hurt someone so dear to me. Lalo na when that someone brought so much meaning into my life, lalo na when that someone understood my weird and crazy and complicated ways more than anyone in this world, lalo na when that someone made me realize how the world can be safe and wonderful and innocent at times. It hurt me hearing that I backstab a friend, of all people, of all things I can do. Backstab? Even the ones who doesn't like me know how I can never backstab. Kahit inaaway na nila ako, kahit gaano kasakit yung ginawa nila sakin, di ko sila sinisira sa ibang tao. Chukoy can prove that. Its just so unbelievable to be thought of that way. It was harsh. It was overboard. I can take all the bad things said to me, but to say that I'm betraying someone whom I've built a real friendship with, whom I share my best genuine happy times with? Masakit yon. Kalokohan yon. Masakit yon.
I love these two dearly,
plus Anne, Ai, Ira, Mina and Jance. We've been through a lot to be doubted. They are my sources of strength, joy and wisdom.
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It really is. The pain i felt was undescribable. Never in a million years that I can hurt someone so dear to me. Lalo na when that someone brought so much meaning into my life, lalo na when that someone understood my weird and crazy and complicated ways more than anyone in this world, lalo na when that someone made me realize how the world can be safe and wonderful and innocent at times. It hurt me hearing that I backstab a friend, of all people, of all things I can do. Backstab? Even the ones who doesn't like me know how I can never backstab. Kahit inaaway na nila ako, kahit gaano kasakit yung ginawa nila sakin, di ko sila sinisira sa ibang tao. Chukoy can prove that. Its just so unbelievable to be thought of that way. It was harsh. It was overboard. I can take all the bad things said to me, but to say that I'm betraying someone whom I've built a real friendship with, whom I share my best genuine happy times with? Masakit yon. Kalokohan yon. Masakit yon.
I love these two dearly,
plus Anne, Ai, Ira, Mina and Jance. We've been through a lot to be doubted. They are my sources of strength, joy and wisdom.
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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Early Morning Adventure
Laftrip yan ah...
Was Patty and I's reaction.
I decided to take a new route to work today. My usual was a shuttle ride from Aguirre Ave, BF/Mcdo Sucat, get down at Landmark stop to ride a jeep to my office, Pacific Star. Today, i rode a shuttle from Mcdo Sucat and decided to get down at the last stop, (which I found out, just today after asking the driver after the third stop)at PCI. PCI? Shit. Yun yung katabi ng Pacific Star!ATA!Bahala na. I can just take a cab pag hindi nga yun, i thought. To distract my not-so-very-sure-route-of-the-morning, i texted Patty at kinamusta ang kanilang thesis, and told her about my "exploration" of the day.
A few minutes after, patawa talaga. Tama kami. I got down at the last stop. At Equitable PCI. The one beside my office building along Makati Ave. All the while, I could've ridden the shuttle all the way to its last stop. T*ng *na. Dapat dati pa tayo nag-adventure, Patty. Tama ka. Laftrip 'to..., was all I texted Patty. What a lesson learned!! Hehe.
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Laftrip yan ah...
Was Patty and I's reaction.
I decided to take a new route to work today. My usual was a shuttle ride from Aguirre Ave, BF/Mcdo Sucat, get down at Landmark stop to ride a jeep to my office, Pacific Star. Today, i rode a shuttle from Mcdo Sucat and decided to get down at the last stop, (which I found out, just today after asking the driver after the third stop)at PCI. PCI? Shit. Yun yung katabi ng Pacific Star!ATA!Bahala na. I can just take a cab pag hindi nga yun, i thought. To distract my not-so-very-sure-route-of-the-morning, i texted Patty at kinamusta ang kanilang thesis, and told her about my "exploration" of the day.
A few minutes after, patawa talaga. Tama kami. I got down at the last stop. At Equitable PCI. The one beside my office building along Makati Ave. All the while, I could've ridden the shuttle all the way to its last stop. T*ng *na. Dapat dati pa tayo nag-adventure, Patty. Tama ka. Laftrip 'to..., was all I texted Patty. What a lesson learned!! Hehe.
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Monday, July 05, 2004
confused.
..not romantically.
i want a phase change. which one? lahat! i was in so much sh*t the past 3 months, i need a new environment. a new way of thinking. a new route every morning. so many influences wrapped around my being, and its very very confusing. sometimes, its altering the real me. sometimes, they say its improvement, really. but then, its crazy to realize how some are clear, very clear while others are just so gray.
even my blog lay-out isn't cooperating. nasa ilalim yung dapat nasa kanan dito (there, biancs...its there =( hay.).
i'm just really grateful that one of the most important things in my life is constant at the moment. its constant enough for us both, now. nevertheless, the change in the future can lead to a great one.
hay.gulo!gulo!
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..not romantically.
i want a phase change. which one? lahat! i was in so much sh*t the past 3 months, i need a new environment. a new way of thinking. a new route every morning. so many influences wrapped around my being, and its very very confusing. sometimes, its altering the real me. sometimes, they say its improvement, really. but then, its crazy to realize how some are clear, very clear while others are just so gray.
even my blog lay-out isn't cooperating. nasa ilalim yung dapat nasa kanan dito (there, biancs...its there =( hay.).
i'm just really grateful that one of the most important things in my life is constant at the moment. its constant enough for us both, now. nevertheless, the change in the future can lead to a great one.
hay.gulo!gulo!
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Friday, July 02, 2004
"A Little Bit"
by MYMP
I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more
Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true
Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
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by MYMP
I was kinda hesitant to tell you
Should I let you know
I was never really like this before
Need I say more
Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
I'm always on the run to see you
Would you allow me to
It wasn't my attention to hurt you
This feeling is true
Or maybe I'm confused when you are near me
I don't know what to do or I should be
There's only one thing in my mind
That's you and me
[Chorus:]
I'm a little bit of crazy
I'm a little bit of a fool
I'm a little bit of lonely
I'm a little bit of all
Oh, I need a cure
Just a little bit of you
And I will fall
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